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I'm ready. Let's start moving the fuck on!

I guess it's over

I miss him. A little too much, a little too often, and a little more everyday.
I can't quite express how much I wish to hear his voice.

I like to sleep. I've always liked it. But recently, I've liked it even more. Because I dream about you. I had a nap earlier today. I had the most amazing time in my dream, it sounds kinda funny maybe, but it was so wonderful.
I dreamt I met you for the first time, a dream has never ever in my life felt so real. I could feel my heart pounding, I started to cry, and I placed my hand over my mouth. All this happend in my dream and in reality, I noticed when I woke up. His reaction was quite charming, he just ran towards me and I jumped up to him and held him close, and he held me close. I don't know for how long I dreamt of being in his embrace, but it felt like a long time, but not enough. It was great.

Then someting very odd but still beautiful happend. I dreamt of us holding each others hands, just floating in the air trough a city with bright lights and I've never felt so alive in a dream before. I had such a ball with him, I woke myself up by laughing. It has never happend before.
It's nice to have some happy dreams. I usually only have nightmares.

I like to sleep. It's the only way of seeing you

I've been writing a lot lately. I've had no one to talk to. I don't really want to talk to anyone about this. It hurts. My chest is breaking. This is why I don't want to get attached to people. I want more friends, but I'm just not feeling well enough to try and get more friends. I hope things changes. It's ridiculous really.

The best is yet to come

My heart lingers on that sentence

Climb up a mountain, just to watch it come down
But sooner or later babe, you're gonna need me around
Cause you're getting older, there ain't no stopping that
It's a backstabbing world honey, just lean your head back

The fool in me
It's like a dream, you see
But if the world is right
I'll drive all night
And meet you there someday

Six in the morning, never felt so sweet
Just put on Lucinda baby, and dance with me
I know I'm hard to count on
Forget half what I'm told
You probably only know my voice from
A goddamn microphone

It's a waste
A teenage taste of me
But if daddy cries
Just say goodnight
And I'll come
If I could change
I'd keep away the rain
And the sun would shine every night
And I'll come, meet you there someday...

Meet you there someday
Meet you there someday
Meet you there someday

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Now I know the difference, he's a realist, I'm an optimist.

We're too far away, huh? Maybe distance means so little when someone means so much. But in the long run I guess it's just.. not emotionally possible. "Forget about me, you'll find someone else in no time." There's so much stupidity in that sentence. I don't want to forget about you, I don't want to find someone else. I can't find someone else. You found me. Love found me. I like you. A lot. And I've learned along the way that if someone comes into your life and changes it for the better, then you should never let go of them. And also that some people come into your life as blessings, others as lessons. You're not a lesson, you're a blessing.

This emotion inside of me, isn't lust. This emotion, as cliché as it sounds, I have never experienced it before.
This love, I will leave my loved ones for, I will cross the ocean for.

The best is yet to come.

I found love. I won't let anything stand in my way. I will do everything in my power to get to you, to show you.
Just hold on darling, I'm coming. You're simply too rare to just throw away, to forget about.
I'll find you and make you mine.