Hello again
I thought I'd write this in english, cause I like expressing my self in it..
It's been such a long time, so much shit has happend, so much good things has occured.
It's been such a long time, so much shit has happend, so much good things has occured.
I'm glad that I am where I am right now. Right now, in this very moment as I write this post. No one will probobly read this, because not a lot of people know about this blog. This is not like a blog to me though, it's more of a diary, for myself. As much as I'm glad about where I am, I cried a little bit some moments ago because I feel so lonely- even though I'm kind of satisfied. I don't hang out with people so much, hardly happens. Some time ago I thought that maybe I should. A friend that I've known for a couple of years but never met came to my city on vacation, so we decided that it's time for us to meet, while he's here. I met him, it was nice, he was nice. I didn't feel lonely when I was with him. He is a very good friend, I trust him, and I know he's always gonna be there for me. I felt like I had everything in the world, I felt as if the world was gonna end the following day, that would be okay because I had met my wonderful friend, kind of.. haha, if you know what I'm saying, like, It's OK, everything will be OK, and meeting him was a better experience than I expected. I had the chance to meet him twice, it was going to be three times but he had to get home today, or yesterday since time is 00:51 (12:51 am).
I like being with him, hanging with him, he makes me laugh from the bottom of my heart. Ya know? Real, R E A L laughs. It's fun playing xbox with him. It's fun sitting on the bus laughing at things going on outside, people acting strange or laughing and fighting about what song we should play on spotify on the phone as we have one earphone each. It was nice leaning my head to his shoulder on the bus while listening to a lovely song.
It's not like I'm in love with him. He has a girlfriend since two years back. They're going strong and I wish them nothing but happiness, even if his girlfriend completely hates me for some weird reason that I don't know.
I hate not being in love. It's so nice. Yes I guess I've been sort of in love. He was the first one to ever give me that kind of feeling, and I was his. We were supposed to be together forever. But obviously, things didn't go that well.
L O V E, is such a wonderful thing. I just wish that people wouldn't use it so easily. Love is something utterly great, splendid, marvelous, fantastic, mesmerizing.
I like being with him, hanging with him, he makes me laugh from the bottom of my heart. Ya know? Real, R E A L laughs. It's fun playing xbox with him. It's fun sitting on the bus laughing at things going on outside, people acting strange or laughing and fighting about what song we should play on spotify on the phone as we have one earphone each. It was nice leaning my head to his shoulder on the bus while listening to a lovely song.
It's not like I'm in love with him. He has a girlfriend since two years back. They're going strong and I wish them nothing but happiness, even if his girlfriend completely hates me for some weird reason that I don't know.
I hate not being in love. It's so nice. Yes I guess I've been sort of in love. He was the first one to ever give me that kind of feeling, and I was his. We were supposed to be together forever. But obviously, things didn't go that well.
L O V E, is such a wonderful thing. I just wish that people wouldn't use it so easily. Love is something utterly great, splendid, marvelous, fantastic, mesmerizing.
